Friday, May 18, 2007 12:41 AM
nothing went right today.
from tutors, to project groupings, to transport, etc.
even at the end of the day,
something
had to go wrong.
rawrr!
bad day today.
nevermindd.
cheerups.
anyway. i think someone who doesn't like me is in dance.
and now i'm so worried.
sighs.
but i shouldn't be worried right?
like abit .. redundant.
instead, i think i should be proving to everyone who knows me
that i'm not like whatever the rumors are saying, if there are, right?
crap, i don't know.......
there's just something wrong with me these days.
i think i need to reflect more on my behaviour.
alot alot alot more than i am doing currently.
i'm abit .. turned off by the way i am now.
i don't know why, but i am.
so grossed out.
shouldn't i be more optimistic?
shouldn't i be more patient?
shouldn't i be more caring?
shouldn't i be more loving?
crap. i've decreased in all my strengths
and increased in all my weaknesses.
shouldn't it be the opposite? :(
no, i hate you lynette ng qijun.
bloody hell sucker.
rawr. bitch!
it seems like i'm trying to hide/escape.
from what, i don't know.
but it's so much to the extent that i'm changing so drastically,
it's freaking me out.
unspoken by words,but seen through the eyes.we're having ccn day tomorrow.
ccn stands for ..
eh, i not sure. hahaha.
will blog again when i check it out in school later. =x
hmm, i have dance orientation on saturday.
oh yah, by the way,
congrats to wenjie, ronald, martin and jo-an for making through the auditions! :D
hahaha. i have company in dance!
best still, classmate with me also.
so, i should be happy! ((:
but i am not happy now.
i've got alot of projects at hand. x_x
pom, csa, econs, commskills.
wah, die. x_x
and mummie is not back tonight.
she's at malaysia.
lyn is scared and lonely.
sigh.
reflect, reflect, reflect.
